Things have come to a screeching halt at the "Farm". I'm desperately searching for a job, so my thoughts have strayed and I don't think I could concentrate on anything else. Its frustrating looking for a job I know I won't stay with long term, and hopefully enjoy to some degree, while I build my future over the next several years. The ideal choice would be to go back to school, but financially, I can't. Also, I would go to school for so many years, then while just starting out in my career, I would eventually leave it for my farm. Its a sticky situation I'm in, and the only thing keeping me going is the support I get from my family!